This Life

Six years ago I wrote a post sitting in a park watching my daughter play. I called it "The Life" and the feelings in it spring from what seem to be an eternal longing inside me to live other people's more "glamorous" lives. For instance, I listen to a lot of different podcasts and I find myself wishing I could "do that". Whatever that might be.

For instance, if I'm listening to an adventure drama, I'll wish I could write something as engaging as The Red Panda and capture people's imaginations.

Or if I'm listening to two guys chatting I start imagining what interesting conversations I could have with my favourite people to share with the world.

If I'm listening to a something educational, I'll try and figure out what subject I know enough about (or could learn enough about) to be as engaging as Hardcore History.

Ultimately though, what they all share in common is the underlying model of making cool stuff and being your own boss. I don't know why this appeals to me so much, but it does, and always has. I don't really know where I acquired this romantic notion that self-employment in some creative endevour is what would make me happiest, because frankly the idea of putting myself in charge of anything sounds like a terrifyingly stupid idea.

There are a couple of things I spelled out in that post six years ago that I thought would make me happier:

to pad aactually the original post had a pun that I won't reward by making twice out my digital lifestyle with all the trimmings

I'm pretty content with my trimmings right now. I have enough disposable income to get "stuff" that makes my inner geek/child happy, and to get some fun stuff for my own kids that my own parents could never afford for me.

sit in a park and read and write

I still sit at a desk.

never fix another jammed printer or reset another password

I hear talk of mythical beings who enjoy their day jobs

This I've achieved! This is where I have to point out how fortunate I've been to get to a point in my career where I absolutely thoroughly love what I do. I used to weigh up taking a day off almost daily in previous roles and jobs, but where I am right now it never occurs to me. That isn't something I take lightly, and I am grateful to everyone who has helped push me into this position.

just make giant run-on sentences that would make Zombie_Plan and Rubenerd proud.

Not run on sentences, but I'm pretty proud of the size of some of my SQL queries.

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a. actually the original post had a pun that I won't reward by making twice

Happy Birthday to YOUUUUUUUU

Birthday PARTY
Huff and Puff and Blow the Pig Down

Tonight is my five year anniversary of this Blog. It started out as Josh Nunn's Wee Blog on, and tonight - in honour of my achievement and due to my name-change earlier this year, I've migrated to this new domain aPlease update your feeds!!

The Geekorium is now officially at

The last five years have seen a lot of changes here. I no longer write much about religion any more, I've started doing some videos posts and I've made numerous cosmetic changes over the time band there might be some glitches while I sort out the latest ones.

I've had a kid, I've started a new job, and bought a house.

I wonder where I'll be in another five. Hope you stick around!

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a. Please update your feeds!
b. and there might be some glitches while I sort out the latest ones

Gina Trapani on feeling like an adult

Most days I still feel like that painfully awkward, nerdy kid who had no friends parading around in a functional adult costume.Tue Apr 06 00:33:45 via Seesmic

If one of my heroes - and a highly successful tech journalist and writer - feels like this sometimes, maybe it's ok that I do too.

Waves, headaches, sleep

I have been pretty tired lately. My bubby girl has not been sleeping well overnight for weeks, and as a result I'm not getting as much sleep as I'd like myself. In addition, I get headaches whenever I try and concentrate, which I had been putting down to tiredness, but might actually be the fault of my new glasses prescription, so I'm seeing my optometrist on Friday to sort something out, and hopefully that will clear my headaches up a little.

Despite this, I've created a site called First Waves to post the latest news about Google Wave and the Wave Protocol. I was updating pretty frequently until this week when the headaches got too much for me, and I couldn't think straight to pull it all together.

I'll get into updating it again ASAP, but I'd be encouraged if anyone reading this wanted to check it out and leave a comment or whatnot. I'll be migrating it to WordPress in the near future too, and enhancing it with some more information about me, and some links to essential Wave resources.

That's my update. Thank you for listening.

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